p://www.imeem.com/vampire-elli/music/r2tsiaTH/blue-october-hate-me/">Hate Me - Blue October

I get made with myself
even trying to think of
why I should or could
and how long that would last
if all along it was a lie
anyway
so you hate me first
leave me and let me
be broken where you can't see
if i'm to be fixed by
some other hands than
they surely won't come
if yours are still
sitting folded watching
from the corner of my mind
in every dreams scene
your face is all I've seen
and i ain't got me
hating what I think is
was - could be - mighta been
a blessing
so you first
find something
shouldn't be hard
take whatever made you fall out
multiply that by ten
and saturate it with
you ain't never liked female friends
and shake real good
take all that things I meant to say
that you forced to remain
misunderstood
and all that awful silence
and make the anger all present
then let it stay there
in the forefront of your mind
that'll buy me some time
and by then maybe
I'll have gotten away
from you
like you want me to
right?
see cause the thing is
I'ma always stay and
have the fight
get tired and for a round
concede and say fine
your right even if
I don't mean it
cause I meant it
when I said I wouldn't quit
it's just that you didn't
so since this was all your bright idea
and I gotta live with it
how bout you lead by example
and hate me first
I'll watch what you do
and rehearse