I know it seems like
I'm always coming up with something
to want to ask you or tell
when really the seconds
feel like hours when we're silent
and if I can't be where you are
than I want you around somehow
and I'll take what I can get
even if it seems silly
it makes me happy...

not even just the words spoken
I get tingly sometimes from
the thought of what I think
you were thinking when you smiled
or laughed like you do
and in that moment I can see you
and it's almost real
and before I reach to touch you
I come back down
from the high...

doesn't matter if I'm mad
and you've made me sad
still I want you here near
anytime I think your not coming back
be the only time this joy
fades to the black clouds
light only returning when you do
thankful more and more
each time you do
cause when it comes to
me loving something
this way...

it's just you