I Just Don't Want To

p://www.imeem.com/jazminesullivan/music/xJj2WgBe/jazmine-sullivan-in-love-with-another-man/">In Love With Another Man - Jazmine Sullivan

I'm really sorry
that I feel how I do
and it's hurting you
like it's hurting you
but I just don't want to...

I know you loved me first
and love me still
and I got love for you too
just that I don't want to
not with you...

He is far from perfect
or even polite most days
I know but he brings me
balance and joy in
one breath...

This has nothing
nothing at all to do
with anything bout you
it's me -
I just don't want to
not with you...

I do appreciate
that you love me too
and want to give me
everything I want
with dude...just that with you
I just don't want to
what can I do?

You don't want me
lying and faking it
for you do you?

I never been a good actress
so I can't make it
seem real when I know the deal
and as it stands right now
how I feel
is well..I love him
so with you
I just don't want to...

I know he's not even mine
and he wastes a lot of my time
but when I'm with him
the peace is sublime so I
can't be what you want
I'm really sorry if that
hurts you
but it gotta count for something
that I just don't want to...

the woman that gets you
will be lucky to
that fact still remains true

He Keep Asking Me

p://www.imeem.com/stephaniempls/music/_XOMROc8/joe-if-i-was-your-man-joe/">If I Was Your Man Joe - Joe

"he don't love you anyway
so why is it so hard for you
to just let it go and let me?"

I'm stuck with no good answer
I remember the good times
he over there talkin bout...

"he wasn't gonna ever
be able to take care of you
not like you needed him to
you act like I don't know too?"

Still speechless - sitting
waiting for it to be over
cause there is nothing I'll
be able to say that makes sense...

"don't you still want
what you said you wanted
with him?"

of course I do
it's just that...

"just that what?
just that this stranger
means more to you
than I do?"

it's not like that

*sighs*

"so what's it like?"

he keeps asking me
and asking me
but I don't have an answer
that he's gonna understand...