This Isn't Lust



I can't find the words to say
that's not to say that I don't know
exactly what I mean...
just taking my time
being careful
trying to carry out my dream
cause I'm used to going in
for what I want not waiting to be given
a slave to my own notions at times
I've been too successful when
desire driven
so this time I'm trying
to slow up on the come up
show you
that I want you enough
to wait
allow me to re-introduce myself
this is me
in my I want you spiritually state

This ain't lust
this is holy eros
and I'm talking mind, body, and spirit
when I tell you
I'm trying to get close
and even though I lose my breath
when you are anywhere near me
I can lay these across a page
put all my heart on stage
and let the cards fall where they may
so I refuse to use metaphors
to illustrate what our future
could have in store
cause I want my every word
to be a testimony to what's real
when I got this pen in my hand
there's no sugar coating
what I'm feeling...

This ain't lust
this is a desire to commune
with your spirituality until
we make tangible proof of His mercy
and name him or her Poetry
the twin to come with - Music
this be bout more than
just some dick
this be bout
leaving behind a legacy
that reflected
everything in you
I see...

This is a practice in rightousness
capturing the true meaning of the human experience
in ecstasy and grace
made easy by the peace that
comes over my soul when I simply
see your face
breathing your aroma
to know what release feels like
first hand
I write out how I mean to act
praying that you understand...

This is far from lust
this is open enrollment for your trust
with lyrics to the soundtrack to your life
in case you haven't decided what to record
allow me to add my two cents
because my worth is proven by my word
being kept to you and He
if you can see what I'm offering you
and to ensure that this lasts forever
you marry me.

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