The day was crazy
I wanted more than anything baby
to be laying in yours arms
let my guard down
without fear of
what I might say
and who might know bout it
come the next day...

I wanted to be
next to you
more than anything.

I wanna to be able to
call and at least hear your voice
even if never again..can I
lay next to you
like I want to...in this life

I wanna a way
to have you here
til I get there.

I pen prayers
I hope reach you
til the line opens up
and I can let it all go
to you...but for now
I understand that
ain't what
we can do...

but

damn baby...
today honey
I really needed
to lay down
next to you.