It may seem as if
I am saying all the
wrong things and
turning to go in
what loos like
all the wrong ways
but I...

I am flowing
going where I
feel the cracks
and crevices
across the surface
of this reality
and run that way
like water
I...

fall apart
and gather myself
in suspended
seconds of self-doubt
that subside
to the security
of always
landing somewhere
do I...

go on
leaving
a stream of
emotions and
experiences
across the pages
of time
blurring the ink
until I
have seeped
into its sheets
and feed
the future
I...

just let me